Tuesday, April 28, 2009

THE CHANGE OF THOUGHTS

Mind, Heart, Thoughts can really impact upon one's individuality isn't it?? Lucky and thoughtful s have mind in control and heart by their sides. Not everybody posses these so as i. Corrupt, Agile, umm an average brain, awful that's what it all revels about the Thoughts and Mind of mine right from my start. Never allowed any positive changes to spread and fetch out odds from the brain of mine for a long. But as of now it seems some changes are coming which will and is turning up whole scenario of my life.


Not all i will write; may be in need of more time to really understand these changes but certainly will discuss about the one or two changes in myself that is setting up the platforms for a big leap now. Of these foremost important is the one on social front may be associated with most of guys at young age.

Girls, Women; one of the most NATURAL ISSUE OF CONCERN with most of the young guys these days and me is not different. I don't know and will not comment about how others had thoughts on them but its a long lasting continuation of vengeance about the other fifty percent of globe associated with hellish mind of mind. Shits, not of my league, abusing and the one which i can't write here in words were the common perceptions and thinking of mine about the women in world. Thought as they were nothing but piece of crap, as a owing property of one which can be used as one like. And these were not for the women in my school, collage or i met in train , buses etc but same is applied at home front too. May be at times i looked upon and have second thoughts on these ideas about them but never really left my Ideology.

I think in everybody's life nature give one opportunity to improve. It's upon us to see and cash upon it. Or may be for something good one have done in his/her life, nature will mend some important dents in one's personality by itself. I think that's what happened with me in this case. If i revive my life then i think ending days of my graduation were the days when procedure really started to clean up the mess of my mind and certainly i didn't have any credit to bring about this change. Its all nature's!! There i one saying that Iron cuts iron; this is exactly how nature started it's mission with me, cleaning up of my ideas about women by bringing revolutionary thoughts by some women around me. Every time i had some messy idea about them it was counter by strong actions in the shape of incidences by nature which shook up my brain every time i came across these. Then to really pulled the rest from my mind send two lovely frnds , both women who really did their job and i can bet upon they both don't know this.

But it didn't stop all here. Time and again i came across incidences in my life that have pushed my mind to think other way, to see the Fresher and lovely sides associated with women. Two moments built the foundation complete in my mind and the effile tower is going on building day by day now. Today when somebody ask me how i see the women and as i remember my old dark days i feel embarrassed, ashamed and these are the first words in my mind now about woman; " A DEIFICATION ". Day by day this feeling is becoming strong as i came across some of the amazing personalities, looking upon them as my tutor, seeing them as human, and a sense of doing whatever i can for them for CONTRITION of my SINS.

Second thing associated with my thoughts is approach towards work. Believe or not myself was one of the most uncaring and lazy person as far as work is concern. Here again circumstances have brought change in and this time it was me who seez this opportunity and act upon to en cash. Umm this scenario started when i was at training , first at Adonis medical, Mohali which certainly lay the foundation for change in my thinking. Then at CDAC work was started to came over from uncaring nature of my mind. And as now i am working at First Medical i think as of now i have completed the platform and yes there is big change in attitude towards work. A correct approach with a sense of completing the work till it ends and not leaving it incomplete, that's how now i am working. Still work need to be done to consolidate this thinking and i think nature will play its game to bring about the fruitful. But already a leap has been taken.

"A GOOD START" that's what i am looking it the time and phase of life i am living in. Good work with Pure and Clean mind that's what the idea is all about before the big leap, the next phase of my life. Looking forward for some more improvements in my personality, in my attitude.These CHANGE OF THOUGHTS are highly encouraging and bringing new life into my veins.