MY FIRST CRUSH

It was starting days of autums season of 90's when a beautiful sensation just shivers and rock me up. I went with my mother and aunt along with me to jalandhar to board on a family bus for a trip to mata vaishno devi shrine but i just didn't except; what the mother goddess had planned for me.
We were in Devi Talab temple at jalandhar, waiting for others to company us for the trip. A few hours later a stunning and cool surprise came all the way from the national capital to awake the hidden emotion of a 12 year lad. Her beauty was breathtaking, her smile was giving new hopes to life. Her voice was tonning air with honey. Perhaps more. yes indeed!! I remember my first walk along with her; an exhubihant expirence all the way along the premises of Devi Talab Temple. And then at lawn i listen my name from the beautiful mouth in sweetest of manner. I can't express how my heart went jubliant. Well then we board and moved forward for mata vaishno devi shrine. On our way we had lot of chats about each other.
Next morning we arrived at katra and marched towards the shrine. All the way she and me were together, sharing thoughts, sharing food. Sometimes she just become nottie i guess and let soft silky hand of her touch and fell my face. Oh!! it was awsome, never happened before with me. Then when we entered the shrine temple, side by side, walking neck to neck, paying homages to the mighty goddess; there was only one thing in my mind; only one prayer to the mother, please give this life to me, oh my mother!!!
And after we walk outside it was such that maa has fulfilled an unexpected dream. I was numb, yes indeed. I fall in love. I had a big CRUSH. The time of my life i experienced. Well!! ahh!! it is said that the overblown baloon brust. Yes it brust, the bubble of my lovely senses, lovely wish. All the way down to katra i came to know she was 24, already engaged. And i was just completly stunned. I just split away and walk alone to katra. In bus when we left for jalandhar, i was sitting quit, have no words to speak indeed!! Then she came to me, lushed her hand over my face with love again enlightened me, my sensations. My heart becoming exsubient, wanted to show its emotion but perhaps my lips barred me to do so.
At last the time came for us to just go away. We left at jalandhar, me with my mom and aunt. Just before i left i brought two sweet chocolate especially for her and while huge demand from others, i just handed over those to her. Perhaps a way to show my feelings. She gave me UNFORGTBALE kiss on my cheeks again luter her hands on my face and then in her beautiful way said goodbye to me.
Good bye MY LOVE!! I didn't speak, but these were the words which ran in my mind all my way to Amritsar ;the home. A one or two tears in eyes, can't really show my emotions, perrhaps was too young to do this. But yes that night just remeber the days of my life, the moments i spent with her. She really shakled a 12 year SOUL.
Ah!! Today i can't really remember her name but her face her image will always be in my mind. I met her afterward in a marriage but this time things were not the same. not that much of enthusiasm she showed at first meeting. perhaps because she were married. But Yes she game me her million dollar smile, recognised me. That's all was important to me. And what was important the moment i spent with that ANGEL!!!! I thank's MAA for really made that thing happen in my life.!! Wishing all the happiness for my UNSAID LOVE!!!!